“The dream is the small hidden door in the deepest and most intimate sanctum of the soul, which opens to that primeval cosmic night that was soul long before there was conscious ego and will be soul far beyond what a conscious ego could ever reach.”
Carl Gustav Jung, “The Meaning of Psychology for Modern Man”
What does that mean you might ask? Simple we dream of what our deepest wishes, desires and even fears project in our subconscious mind. With that being said it was a very nice vacation with the bbo’s but now that my master has returned it is time to finish what we had set out to originally for my freedom. Ill give you a hint folks its going to be as Shamalan would say “What a twist!” But before we continue with out story (which will be soon I promise) I had the opportunity to have a unique role play with one of the most creative characters I have ever met. Truly gifted with words and detail. I will play the scene out for you so you may understand better.
Caly lays within her furs breathing deeply as the warm fires close by comfort her into a deep sleep. As she begins to slumber, images begin to fade in flooding her mind until she awakens suddenly on the floor rug of a different home. The hearth is much bigger then her owns and she is dressed in.. she blinks tugging on the bodice. “A gown?” she thought as her hand flung to her neck feeling its bare skin for the first time in many moons. She could almost cry in relief as she thought she actually did it. She was free! Her rejoice was suddenly put to a halt as while she was getting up from the floor a shadow began to move by the table in front of her. She stared motionless at the large man and although she knew he was a man she could not figure out his features. It was as though he was there but not actually there for his body was blurred and covered in shadows. Curiosity soon became fury as she pondered why was she here and not home? Who was this man and why was he here with her?”Well..” she mused to herself “If I could escape one I could escape another..” she thought to herself as her hand trailed up to the pins in her hair. Pulling out the tiny sharp object she rolls it around her index finger and thumb eyes never leaving her victim as she moves closer to him. The pin was induced in a poison made not to kill a man but hinder him useless for a time being. By the time the victim of this poison rose from his sleep the inflicter would be long gone. She thought the best way to induce the pin is to try and seduce the man. She was after all a slave before so she knew well to a mans heart or rather lust in the matter. For she thought men had no hearts as they always tended to treat her as she had no meaning in their lives. Her movements were fluid as she approached him, leaning over to the nape of his neck she begins to kiss softly trailing her tongue up to his ear whispering softly “Would you like me to be the cure or the virus to your infection?” followed by a slow pant and soft kiss on the base of his ear while her hand made her way to his chest. Fingers slowly rolling the pin in between them as she prepared to strike.
The shadow man is sitting there he was reaching over a few parchments in his idle time. Feeling the girls warmth so close, his eye’s lifted slightly from the parchment as the firelight would cascade over his and her form. Dancing oranges and yellows against the shadows ambient spell that sought to claim everyone at all times. He would notice the faint hint of a glimmer off the pin she held between fingers as he blinked slowly once more. He would lift his brow as he felt then the warmth of her breath flooding his flesh over his neck and ear as he heard her whisper. His facial expression remaining the same, calm, showing no emotion, almost like that of a paint peeling devoid look as he listened. The touch of her teeth, lips and mouth alike upon his neck as she administered them only made him cant his head lightly to the side a moment before he felt the trailing of her tongue back to his ear. He then shifted some in his chair as he reached out seizing her by the wrists as he bent it back looking to the pin as he said” Try this again girl..and find yourself hand less and tongueless alike. you will not touch a man without permission, and you in no form will try to harm a man ever. Is this clear.” His tone deep, dark, and direct in its commanding tone as his steel blues fell into her eyes as if mimicking the winters of the north.
A cry escapes Calypso’s lips as his hands steel against her wrist she relinquishes the small pin letting it drop to the ground. She stiffens as much as she could to remain standing golden silk tresses cascading down her face hiding her shame. She will not give him the satisfaction on how much it hurt her. she never did listen too well but given the tone in his words.. aye the man would do as he promised indeed. Her tone was at first cut up but briefly after a quick clearing of her throat she says coolly ” never you worry I will not be making that mistake again. However don’t expect me to beg to touch you” she pauses cursing herself for having pride ” for that will not be the case here”
Hearing her words the shadow man would turn his grip lightly as he pressed downwards. This method used to physically force her to her knees before him as he would listen to her words. His tone and expression never once changing as he would say” you will beg for everything girl. To touch, to serve, to even be acknowledged. If you think differently, then maybe I will find myself bored and whip you till my arm is tired.” At this he would release his grip on her wrist and cracked his neck before he relaxed in his spot once more.
Calypso helplessly falls to her knees she would not let him know how this excited her only certain things would give it away. Perhaps the sudden dilation of her pupils as he forced her to the ground. Maybe the sudden parted lips, a slight arch of her back, or the sudden two pearls peeking thru her bodice. She would turn her face towards the wall her eyes storms of blue and grey glazed by unshed tears. She merely gives a tight nod indicating she understood
The shadow man would let his eye’s remain, reading and, watching her every motion and reaction. Though his facial expression never changed he would see her head turn and her nod. He would say” I don’t think nods are answers girl. Speak less this is your way of telling me you don’t need your tongue at all, and if that is the case I will just remove it” At this he blinked and plucked his tankard from his side table as he drank of it lightly and left his eyes on her even more so.
Calypso says within heavy breaths “you said to speak only when told to.. I thought it meant to be quiet.. Please forgive my insolence.” she almost pants as she speaks never before had she been spoken to like this before and frankly it excited her.. danger and the unknowing always intrigued her it was how she ended in a collar.. but then again it is also how she got out of one. “yes I understand and it will not happen again” she says meaningfully she wasn’t stupid to believe he wanted her anyway too many women out there whom would gladly fall to his feet. She lets out a small sigh and she shuttered suddenly as she spoke “may I get up now?”
Hearing her words as he lowered his tankard to the table once more he would say” Do not be ignorant girl. How are you to be known to want or acquire permission if you cannot speak..” He stopped at his own words and simply said” Guess I’ll teach you like that of a true beast and have simply actions be your words. ” his eye’s moving back to her once more as he sat there listening further to her apology as he then said” get up? Do you think you are some privileged high status woman of this world? No, you will remain on bent knee’s until stated otherwise. Even if I must tie weights to your legs to keep you there. ” At this he fell silent.
Calypso hangs her head facing her knees waves of gold covering her face as she silently sobbed. “I may not be high status but I am free.. ” she cleared her throat throwing back her mane “i have done what you commanded of me, I said I will not do it again, I apologized… What more do you want from me?” Sapphire gems shimmering in unshed tears as she waited for his response
He watched lightly with that expression on his face. Blank, yet paint peeling in its appearance as he listened to her words. When her face was uplifted to look at his he would just blink once or twice at most as he shook his head lightly saying” Free? Ha… Now that is humorous girl. your lips parted when you were forced to the ground, you shake under your robes not out of fear but excitement. ” At this he would reach down in a liquid motion, his hand sliding under her robes as his foot forced her legs apart as he slid a hand over her heat as a brow lifted slightly and he pulled his fingers out from her robes holding them near her face as he said” Are you trying to tell me this is how a Free woman’s body would react to such administrations?” His fingers carrying a light glaze of her heat on them as he waited, those eye’s not leaving her’s and her tears seemed to not effect him even in the slightest.
Calypso bit her lip to prevent her from crying out a moan yes that’s what she wanted she thought as his hands cupped the v of there thighs feeling the moisture from her hit. oh yes she was excited from him but she would not admit it she looks up to him eyes evenly to his. she hold her hands together trying to keep them from shaking from the fear that once again she will live in confinement. her tone is rash and shaky “You bastard.. how dare you touch me so.. I am free that ” she points to his hand “Is perfectly normal to have moisture down there and proves nothing. As for your other accusations I have no idea what you are talking about.. ” she rubs her temples and sighs “As I said before I will ask again…what do you want from me?
His hand remained before her face as he left those eye’s upon her. It was as if they were delving into her core as he remained silent listening to her speak once more. His hand moved sideways then back across slapping her across the cheek as his tone remained the say, yet was only faintly deeper as he said” I don’t like lairs. Speak only if you speak the truth. ” His boot then lifted as he pressed it against her chest and with one swift motion pressed her back and against the floor pinning here there as he said firmly” Well to bad no one is asking what it is you want girl. Now.. strip your robes away, for you are no fee. you are a damned slut in robes. stop hiding it.” His eye’s remained upon her as he simply watched her once more.
Calypso yelled out loudly as she felt as though her cheek caught fire. teeth clattering from the blow her head turned to the side she shook her head trying to focus once more before finding herself onto the floor his boot to her chest her hands fling to his boot as she tries to pry him off her. small as she is she has spirit and although the man can easily overpower her she will not go down without a fight. “I do not lie I am free and I will not be cohorts into a collar.” she oops as the crush of his weight is on her “I am not going to do no such things. You will have to rip them off of me like a degenerate that you are. I’m sure you will sleep fine knowing what you did” she growls lowly her legs shaking like a leaf from under her skirts she feared him but he excited her in the same time
He would feel her prying at his boot as he simply blinked once more. Her feeble attempts were almost cute to him. His head shook lightly as he heard her words of not lying and being a free. He exhaled silently as his hand reached out seizing her neck were he clutched down upon lifting her from under his boot, into the air as he stood and posted her back against the wall as he with his free hand forcefully in one solid motion literally tore her robes from he body tossing them aside. He would say in that tone” Such silly things those robes. specially on that of a slave.. Now, once more girl should you value your tongue and body.. What are you?” At this he placed his free hand fisted against the wall between her thighs sliding it upwards to were his wrist would hold her heat against it as he ground it lightly into her letting her weight now settle upon it as he held her there upon it with almost no effort and released his grip on her neck enough for her to breath a little and speak.
She grips his wrist firmly hissing attempting with all her strength to pry him off of her as he swoops her from the floor hands to her throat she coughs as her air is restricted. her eyes bloodshot from fury only to suddenly close as her head hits the wall with incredible force. her skull felt as though its been split in two ears ringing she blinks trying to focus her vision back to his face. a small moan escapes her as she feels his hand once more onto the v of her thigh. the small pressure put on her heat made her pulse race and her mouth run dry she pants softly as he lighten his grip greedily taking in breaths she looks back to him with a small smirk on her face “I am still free you don’t understand do you.. I am not a slave because my heat is wet any woman can have that issue I should know as I helped the healers in my old village.” she pauses trying not to squirm from the exhilarating pressure on her heat “Women free or not develop that naturally its what prepares us for men. “
Watching her as he would hold her there, his wrist grinding ever so slightly and tauntingly into her heat. The soft moan she had let slip past her lips made his right brow lift as he heard her words. His facial expression never once changing as he would just look upon her as she babbled on with so many words and excuses avoiding he truth in her own way. He would still grip her as his wrist turned sideways as he slid his palm with her weight over her heat. Without warning he slipped his middle and ring finger between her lips and into her heat were he curled them pressing them towards himself against her inner walls were he knew a special patch of nerves resided. He would step closer as he allowed his fingers to rub here up and down then forward again as he said in the same tone” slut… I was a slaver for a many seasons, I know whom is a free and whom is a slave upon sight, sound and scent. You are no free woman, you are but a slave grasping at whatever dream she has has of being free..” At this he let his hand slip from her neck as he actually supported her there his fingers deeply inside her rubbing still before his hand found her hair behind her head as he tugged it firmly as he continued” You, have lost your dream, and found your nightmare slut.. Now you will live it and relish in it as you remember well what it was like to be embraced in such a station” At this he curled his fingers within her harshly as he pressed himself against her entire form holding her there looking directly into her eyes.
Eyes widen then half close she manages to say stuttering words “No..stop please” she pants heavily as his hands perform within her sending her dangerously over the edge her back arches more legs slightly widening as he continued she heard words like slut, dream and she thought she heard nightmare but she could not understand at the moment she was merely trying to keep her wits. her head jolts back up as he pulls her hair down eyes now sleepy drowsed look she pleads t him to stop even trying to pull his hand from under her skirt “Please .. no I want to be free ” she cries out moaning. her thighs dripping now in her juices nails digging down his wrist “You can’t do this to me please” she cries again legs buckling as she tries to hold her from releasing in front of him
He would note every motion of her body. Her widening eye’s that drifted just as haste-fully half shut in a manner he knew well. Her stuttering words that were suppose to be a proper plea for him to stop. Her small back arching her legs widening for him. His eye’s were not like a many, they were linked to a very observant mind, that held many knowledge. He would also note her trying to pry his hand from her heat, which in turn only delved his fingers even deeper into her as he allowed them to rub in off set timing with one another now as he sought that special place within all woman that a simple touch could make them cry out. He felt how wet she had become in such a very VERY short time and his expression allowed by the faintest of smirks to form as he heard her last plea. He felt her legs buckling as he kept hold of her, the signs obvious to him that she was no free but a slave indeed. He would press his hip against her as through her actions his shaft had been awoken, not fully hard yet not soft as it throbbed against her exposed skin. He would say” Stop?Yet you let your body speak so many more volumes. Wanting me to continue as you almost at this moment are almost crying out in pure pleasure.. Why fight it slut? Or am I going to have to use you like a slut is suppose to be used to show your own mind the truth of what you are..” His tone now a faint bit deeper as his breath spilled over her skin as he would wait allowing his fingers to work deeply within her and his hip remaining against her as well.
Calypso grips his arm tightly as she came her release unable to hold it any longer her legs buckled beneath her body tremble as waves of pleasure crash into her. she roars when she climaxes wild and restless as is her nature to be. she is not tender she is not soft she is what she is and as she released. Her vulnerability opened to him showing the kind of woman she truly was. feeling him so close to her she could not help it she pressed her lips to his shoulder breathing in his scent kissing him with grazed teeth as she waited for the quakes to calm.
The shadow man felt her sudden grasp and then her legs buckle her roar within her climatic moment he almost grinned evilly as he slowly let his fingers slowly come to a stop within her before lowering her as he crouched and slid his soaked fingers from her sex. Her body quaking within his grasp as he let his hand release her hair he would lean her against the wall there as he felt her kisses to his shoulder and almost felt her draw in his scent as he watched her trying to calm. His head canting to the side lightly as his facial expression once more returned to its normal as he only said” Hmm…. not a slave aye? Could have fooled me” His words were presented just like all his others, knowing well the pleasure she had just gone through she wouldn’t take such protestant stance against them as he simply sighed silently and watched her.
Calypso just limps there for a few trying to regain composure she looks up to him panting heavily as she lifts herself up on shaky legs “No…” she says breathing erratic “Not a slave” she says in her last attempt to defy if not for reason for her own self worth she refused to be tossed around anymore as if she were a mere object. “Men..” she spits “All you think to do is make slaves out of women.. you care not for the women but the conquest.. and once you have it you leave them shattered in a corner for anyone to use at they’re disposal… I am not an object nor will I ever be one” she straightens her hair back eyes leveling to his her eyes glimmering in the firelight like the bluest sea with a storm on the horizon “You can collar me you can put me to my knees but mark my words I will find my way out.. There is not a cage big enough to keep me in and I refuse to be everyone’s whore” she spat her last words with resolution and meaning
He watched her a many moments as she slowly lifted herself to stand once more. Hearing her still defiant protest made him shake his head, yet then in her final words. He almost…froze.. Those eye’s of his normally that of steel, softened before her gaze as if something she had said stroke something in him. something well hidden, something that he kept from the rest of the world. He swallowed and stood slowly himself as he spoke. His voice this time not mono toned and lifeless, yet held emotion, one that many men of this world hid away for fear of being seen as something less then strong. He took in a slow breath saying” Men… You may despise us girl. But not all of us are found devoid of compassion, love, and passion. Some of us had such things ripped from us without plea. Some of us dream, some of us see, and the very few have actually felt and had what means the most to us taken in a form that will never again be returned to us. Leaving that of only memories and a pain none can even begin to fill.. ” He grit his teeth lightly as he turned to start to simply walk away as he stopped and added” Once, that of only of a passing months time.. My Mate, before she knew she was to be such.. Asked me if she was but a conquest… Then two weeks later.. ” He would fall silent as he turned to look at her as the winters tundra returned to his eyes as he said” Odin took her in my arms, and I was unlucky enough to feel the last beat of her heart. In the end I was her conquest.. To make a frigid man of the North feel. She succeeded and took all away from me in one swift and tender action. Selflessly at that girl. So before you go bunching all of us together… Stop to think careful on words you are to speak. ” At this he turned and began to simply walk away as it seemed like the winter itself surrounded him” Because you never know what the one such things are spit at, maybe have gone through, let alone… might have to live in every waking moment and have twisted nightmares of.. Even when there walking moments are dashed within steel.” His words fell silent as he was seen simply walking away from her as if the life he was forced to kneel within, was part of his waking nightmare.
She sighs she reaches out to him hand opening and closing as if she wanted to reach out to him only to snatch her hand away and sigh “I do not wish to bring about you any pain I simply wish to be treated once more as a person..” she hangs her head as she buckles down to the floor head laying on her knees “The last man I trusted with my heart put a collar on my neck and shipped me away..” she smirks jadedly “But you know what he did before hand he put a pretty little coin-box around my neck and made me roam around the village naked for anyone to use.. I was raped over and over again until I no longer felt..Do you know why he did this? Made me fall for him only to collar me and trow me to the depraved? ” her eyes stormed in fury “Because I killed his brother in defense of his drunken binge..” she laughs bitterly “I didn’t even know he was related to him” letting out a gust of breath she says lowly head still to her knees “So what would you do to me? ” her voice almost sounding defeated
He would keep walking as he heard her words. They fell against walls of ice as he would shield him from any further feeling. He would exhale and say as he simply rounded a corner. The tone in his voice showing that his words, his walk and even his existence was almost a form of apology to the one that had been taken by Odin.” To mend you….” Was all he said before his form vanished around the corner, his steps almost instantly disappearing as a cool breeze blew past.
She smiles softly as she watches him leave she would not let him see her gaze as he left but she did as she probably will for a while watch him in silence seeing what may the future hold for them. She blinks as he begins to vanish and yells out “Wait.. what is your name?” her voice trails out as well as her surroundings begins to spin out of control in a tempest of images. She cries out as she throws herself back onto the floor waiting for the storm to settle when suddenly…silence. Quickly she bounces up staring around the room. The masters house..I am back..” she pondered sweat dripping down her face as she looks around to all the familiar things. Her hands fling to her neck now breathing erratically as she feels the steel once more she looks down to her shackles shaking her head she muffles her cries as to not awaken her master asleep in his bed. “I was gone… wasn’t I?” she thought as her hands slowly move to her now swollen belly. He will notice soon the sudden mound.. how long until he realizes she was with child? What will he do?” she thought of the horrific scene that would surely happen. She shook her head trying to clear her thoughts to her mission in hand. She must get free from him. She must not let him kill her baby…
Whew! What a dream huh? Caly is got some big issues coming around soon. Like how to escape her master and what was with the shadow man? What will happen to her baby? Until next time folks!